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This new years eve was uneventful, but it was happy. Due mostly to the transformation of my husbands personality. Some very special things happened with a very good friend of ours the night before new years eve and it caused the most wonderful change in my husband. Since that night he has been the most attentive, kind, loving person I have ever known. I would like to believe that this change was a result of my giving him something that he has always wanted but never been with the right person to attain it. I made a promise to him many years ago, that I would help him fullfill his most wanted fantasy. I think that because it took a few years to find the right person, that he never thought it wouldn't happen. Now he has had a small taste of what is to come and he seems overwhelmed with emotion for me. I was filled with emotion as well, but I feel things very differently than he does. He feels strongly, and swiftly, I however take a while to feel things. My emotions have been dulled by bad stuff in my past, and other things that have happened to me. The only person I have ever fell hard for was my husband. I knew at 14 when I first met him that I would love him for the rest of my life. When we met again ten years ago, I again fell hard, and fast for him. He is my knight in shining armer. He rescued me from a life of self destruction, and brought me to a place where I could be content, and be myself, he was there with me through all the changes, and crisis, and I for him when he needed me. Our life together has not always been happy or gone smoothly, but we always turn to each other, and the last few months when things were hard, and we had some bad stuff happen, we dealt with it together with a possitive attitude, and we came to a place where we are both content religiously, spiritually, sexually, emotionally and physically. We have become one with each other, and we feel things on the same level now. We share every thought, and emotion, and that is the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt, knowing what he is thinking, and feeling, and having him be able to tell me. I have found renewed respect and pride for him. He is being so kind, and attentive, any feelings I had of anger or resentment have just melted away. I don't have it in me anymore to be mean, and say hurtful things to him anymore. I will let him know if he is hurting me or the kids, but it wont be in the manner I used to. This new year started off good for us, but Zayne had a bad start. Hopefully when Dave is back at work, and he doesn't have to deal with two parents giving him two different sets of instruction, he will be better. I should get to bed, it's getting late, and I can't wait to go put my arms around my wonderful husband. I wish for us both, that our new intrest will continue, and further into something even more exciting and beautiful.
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