Well that was a nice few days of being the "the best thing that ever happened to him". I guess having to go back to the nagging wife put a damper on his fantasy. I can't get him to listen to me when I ask him once or twice nicely to do something, and when I finally get fed up and get angry with him , then I'm the bad guy again. I guess I'm only wonderful when I am helping to fulfill his fantasies, but when I have to be a parent and housewife and person with a lot of health problems, I'm not so hot anymore. He knew who I was when we first got together, and in ten years, this week was the nicest he has ever been to me. Now I don't deserve it because I have to be real. I feel so used and useless all at the same time, maybe setting him up with some one to take my place when I'm gone isn't such a bad idea. I just can't be the person he wants me to be. I am not a young woman, I am not in good health and I'm not a soft spoken waif, and I never will be. So expecting that I will just sit back and say nothing when he's mean to Zayne or let's Amanda get away with murder just because she gets good grades and she's an attractive female. He just can't get along with males , even when they are his own children. It's really sad, but I have realized it over the years that he just doesn't deal well with males.
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